dream
I dreamed i was standing in the rain, my hand to my chest. My body was flowing over my hand as i seen you holding the trigger. All i ever knew past befor my eyes but then an image came to me, one that never happend, we where standing by a big cake cutting it together… the pain was greater then any physical wound imaginable and then i heard Ray scream on his knees holding his head as he shook he rubbed chemicals over his eyes so he couldent see and stuff up his nose so he couldent smell in his horror he yelled. I dont want to see her i dont want to smell her it hurts it hurts. Daco wouldent let me near him, hell he wouldent let me in his room at all as i seen the door shut and draco had a look on his face like he hated everyone but Ray… pressing my head aginst the wall i cryied for him… for me.. i felt hands on my shoulders, but i dident turn around.. i knew who it was.. i knew the pain there so i stayed facing the wall.. the cold damp wall and closed my eyes…”Tobias, you shouldent be here…” then I woke.
